i have nothing to write. so, this is for jackus.
jackus was fortunate enough for me to force him into asking me some questions that i then forced myself to answer. here goes -
sup?
well, i am currently sitting with my legs crossed on my rolly chair that doesn't roll very well anymore. i'm listening to some PlayRadioPlay! song and it's one of those techno sounding sections of their songs. i am looking at a blinking orange rectangle at the bottom of my pixel tub assuming its jack asking me more questions. i will finish answering this one first. i am hearing christopher quote chat forums through my awesome logitech usb comfort headphones and coughing [ by accident] into the mic which i assume is very loud on the recieving end. my stomach is currently dissolving the various pills i took a while back - vitamin c, echinacea, fish oil and centrum (Y). i'm also breathing typing and producing oestrogen.
who are you and what are you doing with my underwear?
you're underwear? oh i thought this was my hat. sorry about that, you might want to get that washed, i just did an entire duke of ed camp with that on, it probably is a bit smelly. it's very pretty as a hat. well i think so anyway. lots of people complimented me but they seemed to be a little sarcastic. i guess i know why now.
how much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?
4 chucks. or soemthing i don't know. dont' ask me. jeez. who do you think i am?
why aren't you having fun right now? and if you are then good on you!
well then good on me. i don't really see how a person can actually not have fun or at least wear a bit of a smile while listening to JAI HO. the real version. i'm sorry but i want to slap all the pussycat dolls. why the heck would you take a perfectly amazing song and turn it into trash. this songs lyrics are so adorable - ' I blew away the sleep that was in my eyes, i counted the stars till my finger burned, taste it, this night is honey, taste it m keep it. ' and then pcd turned it into ' just keep it burnin', yeah baby, just keep it comin' i'll make you hot, get what you got.' makes me sick, really. but yeah, i'm happy.
how many people can fit into one tent?
twenty. i swear to that guy, those two manned tents can fit twenty people! we can do it! we'll just put the really big people lying flat at the bottom and then the medium people on top then the really flexible little people on top! it'll WORK. or we can just curl ourselves into balls and get nicole to roollllllllllllllll us in. she's good at packing rucksacks, why not tetris tents?
what the hell is the point of surd rationalisation?
there is no point. that and the other 82% of maths that we learn in mathermatix seems to be completely pointless in real life situations. unless your reality is maths. in which case it really does matter. but my life will be much awesomer than that. i'll be a paper folder. hardcore. or maybe even a postage stamper. somebodyies gotta do it, right ?
what sort of person could you do without?
people who hold me down. people who act like somebody they're not. people who hate people they don't even know. people like somebody. people who do things, simply to be 'coo'l. what the hell is cool. people who don't care. people who don't respect. people who don't freaking respect things i do for them. go die.
what sort of person couldn't you do without?
all those people around me who support me and care about me. people who don't care how weird and annoying i am, people who always know how to make me smile. people who trust me. all the people that i love. you all know who you are.
why can't every day be one big party.
because the world a of cruel and punishing nature, and apparently, somewhere along the way somebody stepped on an ant [dramamamamamamareference] and the karma of the world is all screwed up now so we have to work and cry and die. that's just so unfair.
yaaay. fun time-waster (:
thanks for the q's natalie.
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open up a little happiness today
so i can be someone new
come on and lift me up to a better wa)
open up a smile on another face
so i can feel something new
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P R O F I L E
happier being you. ok being me :)
hey, i'm known as joyeeta, joy, jo. whatever 'tickles your fancy'. i love my music. that's a lie. my music is horrible. i like other peoples music. that's true. as for tv; house. little britain, scrubs. two and a half men. too many movies to list all of them, but the dark knight. wall-e. moulin rouge. juno. edward scissorhands. little miss sunshine. nightmare before christmas. are a few. i really won't even try to list the music. too much music. i don't want to vomit up too much information incase there's some crazy stalkers out there. i'm looking at you crazy stalker.
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things on my to do list.
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9:28 pm - Tuesday, May 26
smelyalata.
12:42 pm - Sunday, May 24
there's a thousand things i want to do . got heaps of ideas running round in my head that i'll never get around to . i wish i was a little bit more inspired. it's like.. i'm kind of very inspired but i can't gte up out of this chair and do anything. i guess listing them is just as good as doing them. not really but eh, maybe if i list them i'll get around to it.
- i want to learn how to fly. i have an absolute obsession with the skies and the air. it makes me sad not to be up there. mum said that being a pilot is a good job since i'm addicted to the sky and since it gets decent pay and i get more days off than most people. and i get to see the world. so she said that if it's legal, i'm allowed to go and get flying lessons. but they're very expensive. it says its legal as long as i can see over the dashboard and i'm pretty sure i can. but it says hte first trial lesson costs $90.. three months. once weekly. if i do it for duke of ed that is. instsead of modelling.
- modelling is another one that i really want to do. its juts this thing i want to do. i know i know, only really super pretty hot girls should model but whatever i don't care, it's just something i'd like to try, y'know. not as a profession. just as a hobby or whatever. that's why i do self photoshoots ><>
- get good at photography. like get one of my friends and have them model for me for a day. just a day or something, where i can just practice photography on somebody. and and yeah play with backlighting and contrast and aperture and stuff. because i havent' really gotten the chance yet. then after a while, maybe i'll be good enough that other people will want photos from me (: and and then in likea year or more, i can actually search deviantart and hire people. it'll be awesome. maybe i can photograph for like events. just birthdays or whatever to start off with.
- then eventually maybe i could be a wedding photographer. and/or a wedding planner. imagine getting to be a part of like , heaps of peoples best day of their life. they're remember you forever, and they'd be smiling in every inch of memory. it would be a perfect job for a person like me. weddings are happy and they have kids there and yeah the atmosphere always makes me happy. and every wedding has some sort of uniqye romance and yeah that type of jibber jabber nevermind me (:
- i also really would like to start up a babysitting thing. or just work for a daycare. i know that i already do but i mean properly in the future. with like, littler kids. i like toddlers. they make me smile. i wish i myself was that young again, but since that's not really an option, this is second best (: a kindy teacher wouldn't be so bad either. something like that, early childhood education and whatnot.
oh well maybe i'll add more stuff later.. that's all i can really think of right now. hmm.
- i want to learn how to fly. i have an absolute obsession with the skies and the air. it makes me sad not to be up there. mum said that being a pilot is a good job since i'm addicted to the sky and since it gets decent pay and i get more days off than most people. and i get to see the world. so she said that if it's legal, i'm allowed to go and get flying lessons. but they're very expensive. it says its legal as long as i can see over the dashboard and i'm pretty sure i can. but it says hte first trial lesson costs $90.. three months. once weekly. if i do it for duke of ed that is. instsead of modelling.
- modelling is another one that i really want to do. its juts this thing i want to do. i know i know, only really super pretty hot girls should model but whatever i don't care, it's just something i'd like to try, y'know. not as a profession. just as a hobby or whatever. that's why i do self photoshoots ><>
- get good at photography. like get one of my friends and have them model for me for a day. just a day or something, where i can just practice photography on somebody. and and yeah play with backlighting and contrast and aperture and stuff. because i havent' really gotten the chance yet. then after a while, maybe i'll be good enough that other people will want photos from me (: and and then in likea year or more, i can actually search deviantart and hire people. it'll be awesome. maybe i can photograph for like events. just birthdays or whatever to start off with.
- then eventually maybe i could be a wedding photographer. and/or a wedding planner. imagine getting to be a part of like , heaps of peoples best day of their life. they're remember you forever, and they'd be smiling in every inch of memory. it would be a perfect job for a person like me. weddings are happy and they have kids there and yeah the atmosphere always makes me happy. and every wedding has some sort of uniqye romance and yeah that type of jibber jabber nevermind me (:
- i also really would like to start up a babysitting thing. or just work for a daycare. i know that i already do but i mean properly in the future. with like, littler kids. i like toddlers. they make me smile. i wish i myself was that young again, but since that's not really an option, this is second best (: a kindy teacher wouldn't be so bad either. something like that, early childhood education and whatnot.
oh well maybe i'll add more stuff later.. that's all i can really think of right now. hmm.
centruths.
3:20 pm - Saturday, May 16
General
1. Real name: Joyeeta *muffledlastname* If you know me. You know this.
2. Nickname(s): Jo, Joy, Jelly Joy, Jasminda, Eets, Eater of Joy, Chowder, Victor, Victor Victor Landlord.
3. Zodiac sign: Leo
4. Male or female: Female
5. Elementary: Quiz - Made in America
6. Middle School: *muffled* Public School
7. High School: *muffled* Hills High
8. Hair color: Really really really dark brown.
9. Long or short : Depends. My hair is long. My stature is short.
10. Loud or Quiet: Loud
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans are timeless.
12. Phone or Camera: Do you know who I am? Camera.
13. Health freak: I try, but i'm not..
14. Drink or Smoke: Not never but no.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? No.
16. Eat or Drink: Eat.
17. Piercings: I have ear piercings. I don't wear earrings.
18. Tattoos: Dozens of temps. None right now.
Have You Ever?
19. Been in an airplane: Many a time. Within the last month actually.
20. Been on a motorcycle: Yes, but it was not moving.
21. Been in a car accident: A few non-major ones.
22. Been in a fist fight: No.
FIRSTS:
23. First piercing: On the 26th of August in 2000.
24. First best friend: I don't remember their names, but two girls in pre-school. They ended up running away from me everytime i talked to them though. After that, Sinia.
25. First award: Something for reading well in pre-school.
26. First crush: Not sure about the very very first one. Maybe Sijin.
28. First big vacation: Bangladesh when i was two.
Lasts.
29. Last person you talked to: Turfer Gong.
30. Last person you texted: Vaidehi SuperOnion.
31. Last person you watched a movie with: My mum.
32. Last food you ate: Ravioli.
33. Last movie you watched: Uh. The Truman Show.
34. Last song you listened to: Dreaming of You - The Corals.
35. Last thing you bought: Two cans of Mother, Chocolate and a bag of Doritoes.
36. Last person you held hands with: Turfer Gong.
Favourites.
37. Food: Satay Chicken.
38. Drinks: Strawberry Milk.
39. Clothing: Hoodies and Boots.
40. Books: Chuck Palahniuks anything.
41. Music: Good.
42. Flower: Blood Red Roses.
45. Positions: Goal Attack.
46. Subjects: Drama and Photography.
In TwoThousandAndEight
47. Kissed in the snow: Didn't go to the snow in `08.
48. Celebrated Halloween: Yes.
49. Had your heart broken: Not really, never permanantly.
50. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: Yes . Yes . Yes .
51. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: Yes.
52. Came out of the closet: Yes.
53. Gotten pregnant: Triplets. But no.
54. Had an abortion: No.
55. Done something you've regretted: I suppose. But i'm one of those crazy people who believes that everything happens for a reason..
56. Broke a promise: No.
57. Hid a secret: Secrets that people tell me and don't want me to tell people. Those ones i don't tell. So i suppose that could be calle dhiding.
58. Pretended to be happy: Yes.
59. Met someone who changed your life: Yes.
60. Pretended to be sick: Yes.
61. Left the country: No.
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: Probably.
63. Cried over the silliest thing: So so so many times.
64. Ran a mile: No.
65. Went to the beach with your best friend: I don't have a singular best friend. But yes. Or wait. was that 2009. No i dont' know.
66. Stay single the whole year: No.
Currently.
67. Eating: Nothing
68. Drinking: Strawberry Milk.
69. I'm about to reply: 'hehe'
70. Listening to: JD.
71. Plans for today: Start drama. Clean out my suitcase. Sort out shoes.
72. Waiting for: Nothing.
Your Future.
73. Want kids: If you know me, you'll know how big this yes should be.
74. Want to get married: Absolutely.
75. Careers in mind: Childcare or primary school teacher.
Which Is Better With a Girl/Guy?
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
77. Shorter or taller? Taller, but short enough so I can reach them (:
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous romance.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: I really don't know.
80. Sensitive or loud: A bit of both.
81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Trouble-maker.
Have You Ever ?
83. Lost glasses/contacts: Yep.
84. Ran away from home: Yes, came back before the mother noticed.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense: Yes.
86. Killed somebody: No
87. Broken someone's heart: You tell me..
88. Been arrested: No.
89. Cried when someone died: Animals count?
Do You Believe in
90. Yourself: Yes.
91. Miracles: No.
92. Love at first sight: No, not at all.
93. Heaven: Yes.
94. Santa Claus: I wish i could.
95. Sex on the first date: Why not..
96. Kiss on the first date: Yes.
Answer Truthfully.
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Yes.
99. Do you believe in God? Yes. But i am not religious.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag at least 16 people.
That is so not a question.
Oh well.
1. Real name: Joyeeta *muffledlastname* If you know me. You know this.
2. Nickname(s): Jo, Joy, Jelly Joy, Jasminda, Eets, Eater of Joy, Chowder, Victor, Victor Victor Landlord.
3. Zodiac sign: Leo
4. Male or female: Female
5. Elementary: Quiz - Made in America
6. Middle School: *muffled* Public School
7. High School: *muffled* Hills High
8. Hair color: Really really really dark brown.
9. Long or short : Depends. My hair is long. My stature is short.
10. Loud or Quiet: Loud
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans are timeless.
12. Phone or Camera: Do you know who I am? Camera.
13. Health freak: I try, but i'm not..
14. Drink or Smoke: Not never but no.
15. Do you have a crush on someone? No.
16. Eat or Drink: Eat.
17. Piercings: I have ear piercings. I don't wear earrings.
18. Tattoos: Dozens of temps. None right now.
Have You Ever?
19. Been in an airplane: Many a time. Within the last month actually.
20. Been on a motorcycle: Yes, but it was not moving.
21. Been in a car accident: A few non-major ones.
22. Been in a fist fight: No.
FIRSTS:
23. First piercing: On the 26th of August in 2000.
24. First best friend: I don't remember their names, but two girls in pre-school. They ended up running away from me everytime i talked to them though. After that, Sinia.
25. First award: Something for reading well in pre-school.
26. First crush: Not sure about the very very first one. Maybe Sijin.
28. First big vacation: Bangladesh when i was two.
Lasts.
29. Last person you talked to: Turfer Gong.
30. Last person you texted: Vaidehi SuperOnion.
31. Last person you watched a movie with: My mum.
32. Last food you ate: Ravioli.
33. Last movie you watched: Uh. The Truman Show.
34. Last song you listened to: Dreaming of You - The Corals.
35. Last thing you bought: Two cans of Mother, Chocolate and a bag of Doritoes.
36. Last person you held hands with: Turfer Gong.
Favourites.
37. Food: Satay Chicken.
38. Drinks: Strawberry Milk.
39. Clothing: Hoodies and Boots.
40. Books: Chuck Palahniuks anything.
41. Music: Good.
42. Flower: Blood Red Roses.
45. Positions: Goal Attack.
46. Subjects: Drama and Photography.
In TwoThousandAndEight
47. Kissed in the snow: Didn't go to the snow in `08.
48. Celebrated Halloween: Yes.
49. Had your heart broken: Not really, never permanantly.
50. Went over the minutes on your cell phone: Yes . Yes . Yes .
51. Someone questioned your sexual orientation: Yes.
52. Came out of the closet: Yes.
53. Gotten pregnant: Triplets. But no.
54. Had an abortion: No.
55. Done something you've regretted: I suppose. But i'm one of those crazy people who believes that everything happens for a reason..
56. Broke a promise: No.
57. Hid a secret: Secrets that people tell me and don't want me to tell people. Those ones i don't tell. So i suppose that could be calle dhiding.
58. Pretended to be happy: Yes.
59. Met someone who changed your life: Yes.
60. Pretended to be sick: Yes.
61. Left the country: No.
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: Probably.
63. Cried over the silliest thing: So so so many times.
64. Ran a mile: No.
65. Went to the beach with your best friend: I don't have a singular best friend. But yes. Or wait. was that 2009. No i dont' know.
66. Stay single the whole year: No.
Currently.
67. Eating: Nothing
68. Drinking: Strawberry Milk.
69. I'm about to reply: 'hehe'
70. Listening to: JD.
71. Plans for today: Start drama. Clean out my suitcase. Sort out shoes.
72. Waiting for: Nothing.
Your Future.
73. Want kids: If you know me, you'll know how big this yes should be.
74. Want to get married: Absolutely.
75. Careers in mind: Childcare or primary school teacher.
Which Is Better With a Girl/Guy?
76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
77. Shorter or taller? Taller, but short enough so I can reach them (:
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous romance.
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: I really don't know.
80. Sensitive or loud: A bit of both.
81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: Trouble-maker.
Have You Ever ?
83. Lost glasses/contacts: Yep.
84. Ran away from home: Yes, came back before the mother noticed.
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense: Yes.
86. Killed somebody: No
87. Broken someone's heart: You tell me..
88. Been arrested: No.
89. Cried when someone died: Animals count?
Do You Believe in
90. Yourself: Yes.
91. Miracles: No.
92. Love at first sight: No, not at all.
93. Heaven: Yes.
94. Santa Claus: I wish i could.
95. Sex on the first date: Why not..
96. Kiss on the first date: Yes.
Answer Truthfully.
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Yes.
99. Do you believe in God? Yes. But i am not religious.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag at least 16 people.
That is so not a question.
Oh well.
11:38 pm - Sunday, May 10
i'm in trouble
i'm an addict
i'm addicted to this boy
he's got my heart tied in a knot
and my stomach in a whirl
i'm an addict
i'm addicted to this boy
he's got my heart tied in a knot
and my stomach in a whirl
hello.
2:56 am - Saturday, May 9
you know what i have to say.
Happy three am everybody.
jsut wanted to say hi, currently cleaning my room for today.
i'll get back to that now, more later (:
EDIT
today was good. i'm so sorry divya . SORRY sorry sorry. and sorry joanna, sorry for being an incensetive prick. not much actual drama occured, despite the dramaness of the occasion. we had a few outsiders hanging around (: in the morning just jack chris and myself, we watched half of twilight . hehehe. then joanna jude came and we reverted to listening to music and dancing and playing guitar and such . and then jack left and then we did random things for a while. then roger and srisha arrived. and we did some more random stuff. and then divya came and we had lunch and and stuff. and we did mroe stuff and played some i never with candels [hm what?] and just hung around and did some drama maybe and then hung out more and srisha said her bye byes and then we went to the park and chilled and did random stuff and came back and hung out and divya left and we did random stuff and chilled and played music on a record player and then jo left and we played shoot shag or marry and then they left and then i cleaned up and
it was a good day.
[ i just a pun that you probably won't get ]
taaaaaaaaaaaaa
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