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i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of the sunset.

9:52 pm - Wednesday, July 15

aah the holidays. i hate you, i love you. i hatelove you. whatever the case, i have you.

so far it's been surprisingly good, i do believe it will start to shrivel soon. but we'll see. friday should be fun. tomorrow should be fun. highlights so far in no particular order - seeing dad, daycare, bake fail, sleeeeep, going on date with mum, eating, putting sock on. i guess the highlights sound pretty boring, but maybe it's just opinion, i think it's been good. i still have to do my english. and photography. i think that's everything i had to do.

i got an email from my japanese friend who i hosted last year. it's so adorable reading it, her english got a lot better though. but both times she signed off with 'Good bay' which made me smile, i don't' have the heart to correct her anyway, it can be her own personal greeting. she's performing in her school musical, her first year of high school.

i took my mum out for her birthday on tuesday, i took her to her favourite thai restaurant and then we went and watched 'the proposal' i must say that it was a good movie actually! everything a chick flick should be, romantic, bitchy , hilarious and romantic. the whole night only end up costing me about $55. then i took her back to my place and... she watched tv and i stayed up late on the computer.

anybody watch scrubs? in 'my finale' the last song [ before acoustic theme ] is peter gabriels ' a book of love' i think the lyrics are very very sweet. and since i feel like it, i shall type some out now.

the book of love, is long and boring
no-one can lift the damn thing
it's full of charts and facts and figures
and instructions for dancing
but i love it when you read to me
and you could read me anything
the book of love has music in it
in fact that's where music comes from
some it's just transcendental
some of it's just really dumb
but i love it when you sing to me
and you could sing me anything
the book of love is long and boring
and written very long ago
it's full of flowers and heart shaped boxes
and things we're all too young to know

bye bye.

my baby don't mess around

7:24 pm - Thursday, July 9

because he loves me so,
and this i know for sure.

It's the second day of the holidays and my mother has perviosly booked me in to help her host a gathering of the bengalis. that means i have had to clean my room, the other rooms , help cook, change the cushion covers into ' those nice tribal ones we bought in chiang mai ' and kmake my dog look 'neater'. she told me most people would be here by 12, which means that they'll actually be here by around 1 - 1:30 by bengali timing. my hair is being crappy with me and i don' tknow what to do to make it acceptable.

*long LONG long long LONG pause*

Now it's over, just one kiddy kid here so i only had a single chum to play with. we watched little britain, surfed youtube, discussed phone plans and ate poppycake. oh how merry. yeah and i helped clean up and it's all good now and everythings back to normal ladidadada. i went to bed at 6am snd woke up at around 10am. so i am planning on staying up late tonight, but sleeping all day [ till i have to go to service ] tomorrow. ok that's all i have to blog today. watching random acts of kindness, talking to bear.

children

8:51 pm - Monday, July 6

i now spend three of my afternoons with young children, wednesdays and fridays i work at an after school care and mondays i volunteer at a daycare. they do 0 - 5 years old. the 0-1's are in the toddler room, the 1-3's are in the little kid room, the rest are in the 'pre-school'. they asked me where i wanted to work and i chose 1-3 because the little ones wouldn't be as fun to play with and they poop a lot. the pre schoolers probably have begun to get an attitude so 1-3 is perfect. the most adorable kids i've ever met, and apparently it was a very un-busy day since a lot of them are sick. things that kids say are somewhat adorable on so many levels, here's some;

Me: Ooh, what are you drawing? Is that a horse?
[three]J: no
Me: Is it a dog?
J: No, it's a dinosaur
Me: ...wow that's a great dinosaur! Looks just like real!

Me: Now what are you drawing?
J: I'm drawing the Sun.
Me: Oh yeah those are pretty important.
J: *frantic eyes* yeah! yeah! if the sun wasn't there we'd all be dead!

Me: What are you making? Is that a robot?[ yes this really is one of the only ways you can talk to kids ]
[yeartwo]A: No, i'm making up a Kevin Rudd monster *holds up lego monstrosity* Rah rah rah i'm destroying your country! rah rah rahhhh!
[apparently kids are into politics]

*i and me shooting hoops with a soccer ball - his comes back and hits him on the head*
Me: ooh you ok?
I: *laughing* yeah i like it! i'm used to it. i get hit in the head with lots of balls all the time.

*later - i trips on the grass - starts laughing again*
Me: why are you laughing? are you alright?
I: heehee, i like accidents!
Me: That's a bit sad..
I: *laughing* it's better than not doing anything.

[ i forgot what lead me to asking this, i was just kidding though - grace was there ]
Me: so are you saying that i'm fat?!
H: yeah. i mean no!
Me: *severely saddened*

Me: *trying to sort out a dispute* can't you let Z play in the home corner with you ?
L: noooo.
Me: Well why not?
L: because she... she's too tall..

[ when i first started at the after school care ]
B: are you a teacher
Me: to you, yes.
B: how come you're not old and wrinkly?
A: no she's older than mrs king cause she's taller.
B: oh, why aren't you wrinkly?

yeah, i'm sure there are heaps more, but a lot wouldn't sound as funny as they are if you're there. also, after five minute sof reaching the daycare, i found a child lying in a bag shelf. the stubborn poop wouldn't com eout so i had to drag him out by the legs. and one kid likes to pretend he's asleep all the time. looks like a stoner. also one little girl, must be about one carries a baby dool around with her evvvverywhere and feeds it and put it to sleep and kisses it goodnight and changes it's 'diapers' but when i asked her what it's name was she looked at me lik ei was crazy and ran away laughing.

kids..

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